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ploupocBoy, so I've been away for a while huh! Not gonna lie, it was more lazyness than being busy, tho I was also busy. I was lazy about what I was actually bussy with tho which. Yeah, Not Good Folks !
12. What wins did you have this week?
Last week I went back to school and it was actually a pretty shitty week. I didn't do anything that I had to do, least of all that I feel proud of. I guess I found an internship places I like? But I didn't even send my CV or anything... I did ask my mom for help with the cover letter nd that is really something for me. I guess I'm proud of that.
13. What are the lessons learned from your week?
That I can do things. A lot of the time I feel like it doesn't matter if I do things, the universe doesn't hold me accountable so why whould I care in the grand scheme of things? But this week I went to see the Spider-verse and my English teacher gave me a peep talk and like. I can do things? Both were like you Will take decisions and you Will do things and it was? Really empowering? I'm Spider-man?? I feel like whenever people tell me I can do things well, like obviously I can do things? I wake up in the mornings, don't I? But this certanity, this will... It really made a difference for me personally.
14. What is something at home or work that you could batch together or automate?
I think before I automate anything I need to build up routines that are actually useful to me like bringing down the clean laundry with me whenever I go upstairs or take out and open my bujo before I turn on my computer so I can see what I have to do before getting distracted... One Step At A Time
15. What is your favorite thing to do or place to go with friends & family? When can you do it again?
I love going to the cinema !! I haven't been in a while both because everyone I know is busy (la cuesta de enero + exams season) and because there hasn't been any releases at my local cinema that I want to watch... I'm keeping an eye out, though, if I'm lucky maybe they will get The Favourite and I will try and convince some friends to go!
16. What kind of work do you enjoy? Why is that work meaningful to you?
I enjoy learning and helping other learn? I don't know, I like culture and art not only the creation of, but the study and the self introspection through it. Which in a way ends up creating more of it, I guess. There's that one comic that's like why won't you create your own stuff? Why do you only observe? and the other character answers that observation IS creation, of experiences and viewpoints and. Yeah. I like that comic...
17. What do you want to learn more about? Why?
ART !1! and languages. I'm trying out German, see how it feels. Half of it is an inherenet need to learn, to know and be known. The other half is the fact I need a job and need to fatten up my CV...
18. What are the positive effects of social media? Negative effects?
The main positive effect for me is that I made so many friends that mean so much to me through it... I love them and being able to interact with them and follow each other through our days without being there and play DnD with them or just talk shit with them... I just LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH !!!!! The bad thing is that I spend so much time just aimeslessly scrolling up and down and not. being productive (and I hate the phrase "being productive" because I don't need to "produce" shit to have a worthwhile time in this planet even if capitalism tells me otherwise) but yeah. I have enough problems getting out of bed every day to have this very convenient alternative Just There.
19. What do you do when you feel anxious or overwhelmed?
It depends, If it's like High Anxiety I try and remove myself from the situation even for a little while to calm down. Breathe in, hold, breathe out. Sometimes that's all you can do. If it's like less urgent I just remind myself to breathe and like. Write down my feelings and then scratch them out. Be Gone, Thought! Doodling is also always helpful! The last thing that really helps me is preparing. Making lists and checking them twice and all that does wonders for my blood pressure.
20. What is an event or decision that you thought was leading to one outcome but led to another?
Going to uni! Still don't wanna really talk about it here but wow, I truly could be in the middle of my third year by now huh...
12. What wins did you have this week?
Last week I went back to school and it was actually a pretty shitty week. I didn't do anything that I had to do, least of all that I feel proud of. I guess I found an internship places I like? But I didn't even send my CV or anything... I did ask my mom for help with the cover letter nd that is really something for me. I guess I'm proud of that.
13. What are the lessons learned from your week?
That I can do things. A lot of the time I feel like it doesn't matter if I do things, the universe doesn't hold me accountable so why whould I care in the grand scheme of things? But this week I went to see the Spider-verse and my English teacher gave me a peep talk and like. I can do things? Both were like you Will take decisions and you Will do things and it was? Really empowering? I'm Spider-man?? I feel like whenever people tell me I can do things well, like obviously I can do things? I wake up in the mornings, don't I? But this certanity, this will... It really made a difference for me personally.
14. What is something at home or work that you could batch together or automate?
I think before I automate anything I need to build up routines that are actually useful to me like bringing down the clean laundry with me whenever I go upstairs or take out and open my bujo before I turn on my computer so I can see what I have to do before getting distracted... One Step At A Time
15. What is your favorite thing to do or place to go with friends & family? When can you do it again?
I love going to the cinema !! I haven't been in a while both because everyone I know is busy (la cuesta de enero + exams season) and because there hasn't been any releases at my local cinema that I want to watch... I'm keeping an eye out, though, if I'm lucky maybe they will get The Favourite and I will try and convince some friends to go!
16. What kind of work do you enjoy? Why is that work meaningful to you?
I enjoy learning and helping other learn? I don't know, I like culture and art not only the creation of, but the study and the self introspection through it. Which in a way ends up creating more of it, I guess. There's that one comic that's like why won't you create your own stuff? Why do you only observe? and the other character answers that observation IS creation, of experiences and viewpoints and. Yeah. I like that comic...
17. What do you want to learn more about? Why?
ART !1! and languages. I'm trying out German, see how it feels. Half of it is an inherenet need to learn, to know and be known. The other half is the fact I need a job and need to fatten up my CV...
18. What are the positive effects of social media? Negative effects?
The main positive effect for me is that I made so many friends that mean so much to me through it... I love them and being able to interact with them and follow each other through our days without being there and play DnD with them or just talk shit with them... I just LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH !!!!! The bad thing is that I spend so much time just aimeslessly scrolling up and down and not. being productive (and I hate the phrase "being productive" because I don't need to "produce" shit to have a worthwhile time in this planet even if capitalism tells me otherwise) but yeah. I have enough problems getting out of bed every day to have this very convenient alternative Just There.
19. What do you do when you feel anxious or overwhelmed?
It depends, If it's like High Anxiety I try and remove myself from the situation even for a little while to calm down. Breathe in, hold, breathe out. Sometimes that's all you can do. If it's like less urgent I just remind myself to breathe and like. Write down my feelings and then scratch them out. Be Gone, Thought! Doodling is also always helpful! The last thing that really helps me is preparing. Making lists and checking them twice and all that does wonders for my blood pressure.
20. What is an event or decision that you thought was leading to one outcome but led to another?
Going to uni! Still don't wanna really talk about it here but wow, I truly could be in the middle of my third year by now huh...
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